Monday, February 27, 2012
How I feel about the impending publication of my book…
How I feel about the impending publication of my book…
This is something that I’ve been thinking about posting for the last few days. I’m at a critical point in my writing…dare I say, career? My first ever completed book is just about to hit the virtual shelves. I’m one proof copy and a bit of e-formatting away from having my work actually up for sale. I really want to be able to come back in 6 months…1 year…10 years, just to remember what it felt like. Whether I make it big, small, or not at all, I think I’ll appreciate getting back into my mind right now.
It feels like I’m standing in front of a big curtain. It’s just me. It’s dark. And there’s this curtain, but I’m not sure exactly what’s behind it. Sometimes, I get word that my proof copy is coming or a reviewer is going to have my book on their blog, and I feel like behind the curtain is a gigantic mountain. A hard one to climb, but with a glorious peak that ends with me sitting at a desk as a writer. A real writer. One who made it. And here in the real world, I smile. And excitement is all over my face.
But sometimes I’m just scared. I’ve never wanted anything so bad, professionally speaking. And I fear that the curtain will be ripped open, and someone will run up from behind and throw me over the edge of an endless pit. A never-ending pit. A reminder everyday, as I fall farther and farther from what I wanted life to be, that I never got “there.”
And sometimes, when I somehow get to place where I can be reasonable, and it isn’t often enough, but sometimes I get there and I realize what’s really behind the curtain. It’s just life. It’s waking up. It’s being with my family. It’s making a living. If it’s in books then great. If not, I’ll survive, but my whole happiness can’t rest on my writing success. It doesn’t mean I don’t believe in myself. It just means that I can be at peace with the outcome as long as I don’t sit around and say, “Man, I wish I were a writer,” when I am unwilling to do the work. I’m doing the work…now let’s see what happens.
This is something that I’ve been thinking about posting for the last few days. I’m at a critical point in my writing…dare I say, career? My first ever completed book is just about to hit the virtual shelves. I’m one proof copy and a bit of e-formatting away from having my work actually up for sale. I really want to be able to come back in 6 months…1 year…10 years, just to remember what it felt like. Whether I make it big, small, or not at all, I think I’ll appreciate getting back into my mind right now.
It feels like I’m standing in front of a big curtain. It’s just me. It’s dark. And there’s this curtain, but I’m not sure exactly what’s behind it. Sometimes, I get word that my proof copy is coming or a reviewer is going to have my book on their blog, and I feel like behind the curtain is a gigantic mountain. A hard one to climb, but with a glorious peak that ends with me sitting at a desk as a writer. A real writer. One who made it. And here in the real world, I smile. And excitement is all over my face.
But sometimes I’m just scared. I’ve never wanted anything so bad, professionally speaking. And I fear that the curtain will be ripped open, and someone will run up from behind and throw me over the edge of an endless pit. A never-ending pit. A reminder everyday, as I fall farther and farther from what I wanted life to be, that I never got “there.”
And sometimes, when I somehow get to place where I can be reasonable, and it isn’t often enough, but sometimes I get there and I realize what’s really behind the curtain. It’s just life. It’s waking up. It’s being with my family. It’s making a living. If it’s in books then great. If not, I’ll survive, but my whole happiness can’t rest on my writing success. It doesn’t mean I don’t believe in myself. It just means that I can be at peace with the outcome as long as I don’t sit around and say, “Man, I wish I were a writer,” when I am unwilling to do the work. I’m doing the work…now let’s see what happens.
Monday, February 20, 2012
The Boo Hag...what it's all about
Somehow I've never put on here or facebook or anything what my book is about. Well, here it is...
Lenny Petrakas is worried
about her skin. Not the way you're thinking. Not like that at all. While most
people spend time concerned about dirt and elasticity, temperature and
moisture, Lenny has a more pressing problem. Something is after her. Something
evil that won't stop until it has peeled every last inch of skin from the
teen's body. And then, it may end her misery quickly, or it may dump her body
in the woods. Let infection and dehydration run its course.
Lenny is just your normal
sixteen-year-old girl. Was. Was just your normal sixteen-year-old
girl. Quiet and polite. Petite. Introspective, but not to the point of
isolation. Loyal? Fiercely so. Outstanding? Noteworthy? Different? No, no, and
no. Or so she thought. What started as an eerie feeling, a certainty that
someone had been in her room while she slept, has spiraled into something far
worse. Something was in her room. Something that finds her highly different,
extremely noteworthy, and intensely outstanding.
I hope you are feeling intrigued :)
Tuesday, February 7, 2012
My author bio
David Morgan is more an
idea than an actual person. Created in a sterilized 1980s laboratory with
gleaming white walls, he was marked for greatness, bound to be a beacon in the
sea of humanity, leading the masses to an everlasting epoch of unequaled love and
prosperity. Under the flickering glow of a long fluorescent tube, he was taken
pain-staking care of by a classified team of anonymous doctors, who watched, if
not lovingly, at very least proudly, as he grew from idea, to germ, to bouncing
baby boy. Nourished on the best things money can’t buy and taught at the feet
of the greatest philosophers yet to be born, David Morgan grew into a man. And
became a writer. And the doctors were all canned.
Or David Morgan was born
in California, but only lived there for a short time before being whisked away
to spend his formative years in Virginia Beach, Virginia. He played a lot of
soccer, but only when he wasn’t parading around the neighborhood with his
brother. He excelled in school right up to the point when he realized that the
world would, in fact, not end if he didn’t complete his homework, and then he
did okay. Above all he was nice. Or so he would have you believe. But what he
won’t tell you, is that he once sent a friend hurtling down a dirt path on a
bike, instructing him that on this part
of the trail you have to go as fast as you can, and then David watched in
delight as said friend jumped the edge of a small cliff and ended up hanging
inches above a dirty creek, only separated from the stinking water by a dense
patch of foliage. He won’t tell you about that.
David lives with his wife
and daughters in a house. He is severely outnumbered at home in the gender
department, but he thinks that’s pretty cool. David writes from the warm
tropical beaches of his mind, but looks forward to a day when he can write from
the warm tropical beaches of Hawaii’s reality.
If you can’t get enough of
David—and who can?—there’s more available here:
You can also contact him
at davemorganbooks@gmail.com
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